Thresholds

My College graduation is a mere 25 days away. All of my classes are winding down. I am almost completely done with this faze of my life. I have an interview for a year long, post-graduate, program in London on the last day of classes at school.

At times, I am completely ready to get out of college and move on to "the real world" but at others I just want to start back over at freshman year when I had no real worries and so much less stress. When I had the next four years planned out. So now I'm stuck in the threshold between college life and post-graduation real life.

Disney World has a river that separates the actual park from the parking lot and "outside" world. Once you cross over that river, you have entered the magical world of Disney and left all of your cares and worries on the other side. I feel like I (and most college seniors) are stuck in the middle of the threshold river. But it's not a magical world of cartoons and princesses and castles that's waiting for us on the other side. The worst part about it is that we don't actually know what's waiting on the other side of our river. We don't know what we're crossing into.
All we know is what we're leaving behind.
But how long can we tread water to stay in this in-between before we sink?